Many years has passed since that fateful day, but
I cringe when I hear your name.
I want you to lie in bed every night unable to sleep.
I want your stomach to twist every time you think about me and what you did.
I want you to picture my horrified face,
for you to remember my screams.
For you to wake up drenched in sweat
From nightmares just like I have.
Oh how I wish for you to suffer like you made me.
My tears would have drowned you
Over and over again.
I used to wish for your death, but now I want nothing more
Than to know that you’re suffering from regret.
I want you to remember everything you said to me,
Everything you forced me to do,
All your threats.
I wished for you to choke on your words,
While you were choking me.
I begged you to stop and you didn’t.
So I hope your suffering won’t end.
You claim that it haunts you at night,
But I don’t think it does.
You robbed me in many different ways,
And it’s time for karma to rob you of happiness.
You seek forgiveness,
But I seek justice.