To The Blue-eyed Boy

Many years has passed since that fateful day, but

I cringe when I hear your name.

I want you to lie in bed every night unable to sleep.

I want your stomach to twist every time you think about me and what you did.

I want you to picture my horrified face,

for you to remember my screams.

For you to wake up drenched in sweat 

From nightmares just like I have.

Oh how I wish for you to suffer like you made me.

My tears would have drowned you

Over and over again.

I used to wish for your death, but now I want nothing more

Than to know that you’re suffering from regret.

I want you to remember everything you said to me,

Everything you forced me to do,

All your threats.

I wished for you to choke on your words,

While you were choking me.

I begged you to stop and you didn’t.

So I hope your suffering won’t end.

You claim that it haunts you at night,

But I don’t think it does.

You robbed me in many different ways,

And it’s time for karma to rob you of happiness.

You seek forgiveness,

But I seek justice.